VE Journal Entry

Today is one of those days, whereas I don’t want to be bothered. Or more like I don’t want to be bothered by those who pretend to like me in my face, but behind my back, there are conversations I’m not a part of. Not because I’m not present but because they are trying to shame my name.

I give them grace because I know they don’t understand me. I give them grace because I don’t care of them being fond of me. I give them grace because I know I’m expected to respond in a way they wouldn’t be able to comprehend. So, because I know I’m being called higher, I give them grace.

Sometimes, it’s not because I want to, but I know that it is best.

In the long run, I know He who is greater than me will always fight on my behalf. And the beauty to not having to always respond keeps me in good standing, not in debt with anyone.

I know this is one of the very things why they’re mad. Though, I refuse to meditate on a spirit or spirits that hate me so much. Draining, yes, can be… but with revelation that too is a choice. Sometimes, I wonder if they even know why they’re mad. But anywho, that’s their personal issue, and for me to write it all out on my paper and read it out loud for my Abba to hear.

Yes, today was one of those days.

Faith, Peace, Love, & Increase

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